Mind Bottling, Isn't It?

Ok so, the fact that my ex is trying to get back with me brings up a lot of mixed feelings. SO I want to share my personal advice on how to get over your ex or someone that you really like and just can't have. We all have that one person that it's impossible to loose feelings for. No matter how far they move on it's like you'll always have a special place for them in your heart. It's almost impossible to get over a person like that, a person that you truly feel is perfect yet horrible for you. It's like they're your soul mate even if they have a girlfriend or boyfriend at the time, it doesn't matter to you because you still want them. That's how it is with my ex, I've tried to get completely over him but it's not like he doesn't cross my mind because he does. Even when I'm with someone else it's like he's sitting in the back of my mind just chilling lol. Even though I think about him a lot and am madly in love with him I k...

The other day I was high as fuck with my friend and he asked me "What is the meaning of life" We laughed at how stereotypical we were being (because stoners ask weird questions when high) (I'm not a stoner tho) (Love em tho lol) Anyways. Tonight I was laying in bed asking myself what the meaning of my life was and then I realized the answer.  The meaning of life is up to me and only me . Everyone has a different soul, mind and body. Therefore there is no such thing as the " meaning of life " because each and everyone lives and breaths in a different life. For some mothers the meaning of their life is their children. That kind of meaning is permanent. I've realized the meaning of most people's lives are actually other people . Weird right? I swear that I've wanted to pack my bags and just leave home because I was so stressed out. But I didn't only because I knew my mom and sisters needed me. They kept me here and only them. I now know ...

I think that I've fallen in love so many fucking times that I'm like an expert at getting someone that I want. But then again even if i do get who I want it seems to never work out. Why is it that some of the more "experienced" people end up being the ones that are the loneliest. What has changed in us from when we first started learning to now being an expert? It seems like when we start off with a clean slate we don't have a single clue about love physically and emotionally. It really depends on the situation for most people though. But me personally when I knew less it seemed like the relationship(s) I were in were better but ended worst. More loving more interesting and less arguing hurt and tears. I keep wondering what the hell has changed? Am I secretly the reason why my relationships don't work out? Have I grown bored and out of interest of love all together? It seems like the chase was more fun that the actual catch. I had so much to learn and exp...

They come in different shapes and sizes just like people  They're exactly like people  Addicting. Painful. Problem causing. Problem solving  I can taste them without water or food to help  A quick pop and I'm set to handle all of the wars going on in my head