Meanings

The other day I was high as fuck with my friend and he asked me "What is the meaning of life" We laughed at how stereotypical we were being (because stoners ask weird questions when high) (I'm not a stoner tho) (Love em tho lol)

Anyways. Tonight I was laying in bed asking myself what the meaning of my life was and then I realized the answer. 

The meaning of life is up to me and only me. Everyone has a different soul, mind and body. Therefore there is no such thing as the "meaning of life" because each and everyone lives and breaths in a different life. For some mothers the meaning of their life is their children. That kind of meaning is permanent.

I've realized the meaning of most people's lives are actually other people. Weird right? I swear that I've wanted to pack my bags and just leave home because I was so stressed out. But I didn't only because I knew my mom and sisters needed me. They kept me here and only them. I now know that my family is the meaning of my life because if I didn't love them as much as I did I'd be gone. Maybe even dead.

When you're in love the meaning of your life is the person you love. Their happiness means so much to you that you'd give them your kidney if they needed it. People would take away their life to give the meaning of their life, LIFE. 

I find a love like this beautiful and truly in dept. Loving my family no matter how crazy they drive me. Loving your lover no matter how many flaws they have. 

We are each others meaning of life.

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